[ In hindsight, she realizes Inias might be upset with her for this too. Wow. She really did screw up. ]

I - talked to Lucifer. After Sam told me not to.

I didn't think... it was a big deal. But that was the whole problem, I guess. I didn't think. I just did what I wanted to. [ Because she sucks at being a friend and realizing her actions could hurt others. That putting herself in danger is a bad thing. ] So, I talked to him. Even met up with him once. And Sam found out.

[ As she says it, she fights back the urge to cry because it's... ridiculous. She shouldn't. This was probably stupid enough without her throwing in tears. ]